Many people don't realize what they do when they do someone wrong in a relationship. I have been hurt deeply and it's not the fact of what that person did that hurt me. It's the aftermath of knowing that what I thought I meant to that person was so wrong. The fact that after all that happened that they couldn't at least have been real with me. The fact I caught feeling I can admit was my fault because I knew better but this "Foolish Heart" of mine.
I'm sharing this because as always I am prefect example of what of some of the things I write about. Heartbreak is no different this is just a run through of what the aftermath could do to someone.
I haven't been able to talk to another without feel that they would hurt me emotionally.
When you break someones heart you have to keep in mind that your telling that person that they aren't good enough. That no matter how much they could love you that it meant nothing to you.
I have officially been able to except the fact that it wasn't me who lost in that situation but they did.
It took a while and sometimes it still bothers me that the one time I let my guard down. Was the one time I should've kept it up. I went through the motions of trying to figure out what it was about me that they didn't what, what was wrong with my love. Is it that I was foolish to fall for what now seems to be stupid reasons but at the moment it felt so right, and now it hurts to realizes that only I felt that way.
When you break someones heart you have to keep in mind that your telling that person that they aren't good enough. That no matter how much they could love you that it meant nothing to you.
I have officially been able to except the fact that it wasn't me who lost in that situation but they did.
It took a while and sometimes it still bothers me that the one time I let my guard down. Was the one time I should've kept it up. I went through the motions of trying to figure out what it was about me that they didn't what, what was wrong with my love. Is it that I was foolish to fall for what now seems to be stupid reasons but at the moment it felt so right, and now it hurts to realizes that only I felt that way.
I would ask myself is it possible that at one point it wasn't just me,that maybe he felt those feelings to. Then I would think if so then what happened to turn him away from me.
Ladies and Gentlemen I'm telling you "Don't blame yourself because someone over looked you".
Think about your future and how being with that person would've changed you. Ask your self " If I would've gotten what I so longed for back then would I truly be happy now"?.
It would amaze you of the answers you come up with. For me I saw myself as being contented with life, forgetting my personal goals, being a mom without a commitment. Probably cheated on constantly, because I didn't have his heart.
I understand that now, being on the other side of a similar situation I can see his point of view on the whole thing.
Someone could love you and be the right one for you but if your heart isn't their then it just isn't.
I can't blame him for that, As a matter of fact he faked a lot of things with me but for not faking love I am grateful because I deserve someone who loves me! Not someone who pretends to love me because I love them and would treat them good. They would never stay true to you if the heart isn't there and it's unfair for them to miss out on true love just because you loved them better.
Before you decide to do someone wrong, think about what your actually doing. Its better to be real with that person when it comes to feelings then to lead them on. After all thats all it takes in order for a person to start moving on!
Hope this Helped Someone
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Petals Falling Until Next Time! XOXO!
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