Let's Get Little Deep! ( Personal Talk)

Many people have seemed to have been annoyed with that fact that I seem to only talk about school lately. This actually bothers me because at one point these were the very same individuals who would bash me for "Not Doing Anything In My Life".

The reason why I talk about school so much is simply because it's honestly a testimony of mines. Every possible thing that would make anyone say "Eff It" happened. Some even left my so broken that I could see straight for awhile (figure of speech).

It got to the point were it was my student loans stopping me then after that.  Some destroy all of my academic documentation, certifications, and etc (This is were I became broken). I went through absolute hell trying to get that back countless letters and phone calls that lead no where.

This took place for three years straight (Other things took place during this time that were frequent but minor road blocks) I went through a period of absolute hatred simply because how could someone have been so evil to destroy something I worked so hard for and genuinely needed in order to move on to the next level in my life. Personally I didn't do anything to that person but simply because they felt like they were in some sort of power at that time they decided steal something so meaningful and play God by so call putting a restriction of how far I would go in life.

It was a struggle I went through years of not being able to do many things and the solution was always "If I was in school at least I could be working towards a better life" After finally obtain proof of credentials  ( Still haven't gotten proper copies) then I was the issue of not having computer or transportation to get to the community college.

It took a few months but the Lord. Made away without me settling for something less just to say I'm doing something. My mom and I found a computer at a reasonable price that we could pay off monthly.

When this year started something just told be it was time I called the previous schools I spoke to it was only a few (Did my research on what would be the prefect fit for me, keep in mind your investing in your future)  and The list was (University of Phoenix, Liberty University, and Southern New Hampshire University) each having it own single reason for being on that list Phoenix was somewhere recommended to me by my mother's old boss back when I was 18. Being a Doctor I trusted her insight.  Liberty hands down is a Christian College that's close enough for my to travel to for events in the future. SNHU was all I dreamed of as a college it's a non-profit, easy going, flexible, and their main goal is you achieving.

SNHU accepted me first and I rolled with the process everything happened so fast after that. (I was as if the Lord opened the door himself and said it's time for this to happen now) Moral of the story is everything happens in Gods time. It's hard you maybe struggling but when its his time he would give to you what he claim as yours.  Not mind to road blocks they would soon be removed. Recognize someone's testimony and keep the mind set that if he did it for them he'll do it for me too..

Hope this helped someone...

Love You Guys..

Petals Falling Until Next Time!!!xoxo!